How am i supposed to start?
Its hard for me to expel it, because i know that nobody could understand my feelings right now. This time my love story is complicated, i mean damn complicated! I never thought i be in love like this!
At first i was afraid to answer to this love call because he already have a girlfriend. In a blink of an eye, we two fall in love without we even noticed. It just comes naturally when we started to watch movie and also break our fast together. From there, we know that both of us have the chemistry. We just feel so comfortable when we talks, jokes, laughs and many more. Its makes me feel so calm when i can be myself without even pretending to be someone else whenever im with him.
What can i say? He confess to me that he has watching me since so long and i do realized it. Sometimes i feel like that this is all my fault because im the one who text him first. But then he try to comfort me by saying that its not even my fault because he also love me. By the time i asked him to choose, he cant do it. He loved both of us and don't want to break our feelings. Like WTF?!
I understand that it is not easy for him to make a decisions. It just that i feel like im the one who is being played with. I know Allah already decided what is the best for me.
